Returning HOMEtoMo

I have had a lot of time to think the past 4 months of life. Time spent traveling to new places. Time Spent with all relatively new friends, and or strangers. Some became friends, some I can’t remember their names, however I realized a thought that has been with me before.

THERE IS SOMETHING TO LEARN FROM EVERYONE AND EVERYONE DESERVES LOVE AND RESPECT.

Part of me is scared to be going home because of another realization or thought that isn’t as concise. There is no safe place but within you, and although others and places can feel safe they are all subject to actually being unsafe. But something my mom used to tell me and still does is “You gotta risk it for the biscuit”. This saying is starting to make new sense to me. There is no point in hiding in my safe space. I get to go out into the world and adventure and learn and be anything I want to be.

I GET TO BE ME AND LIVE LIFE

But this also means I have to be in unsafe environments and conversations. I get to leave the nest. I get to protect myself in whichever way i see fit. I have thought about this while soloing rock climbings and wondering how I feel so safe and at home there. I realized I trust myself and am closer to my safe quiet place alone in a dangerous situation than when Im in an emotional charged conversation. There are so many variables and possibilitites

 

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Home now, second full day

Feeling really good. Its great to be chilling out and getting into the swing of my yoga practice here. Sharing stories and what I’ve learned from travel. Sharing yoga flows.

Ive got almost a full month here and I look forward to what is going to come of it, but I’m doing a good job of staying present and aware so far. That’s my focus. Thats my version of self love. Loving myself is being present and doing the things that I need to do for me to feel good in the moment.

I’m grateful.

Thank you

I love you

Your life matters

Cheers to another moment here on Earth