There are bad words here

FUCK IT

What’s the point?

Whats the purpose of being here?

Why the fuck should I try?

WHY THE FUCK NOT

I don’t give a shit what happens to me.

Sometimes I can’t tell if this is heaven or hell.

Is there even free will?

I DON’T FUCKING KNOW

I want to try

I want to learn

I want to improve

FUCK

I need love

I need rest

I need community

TIME TO BREAK THE CYCLE.

I DON’T NEED TO RIDE ANYONE ELSES RIDE

I CAN RUN MY FUCKING PATH

FUCK IT IM GOING INTO THE CLIMBING GYM

IM GOING TO GO WITH SOMETHING AND FINISH IT!

IF YOU DON’T FINISH ANYTHING YOU HAVE NOTHING

BE GOOD TO YOURSELF CLAYTON

YOU WILL calm down

TAKE a breath

a very big breath

life is so good

so fucking good